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Books & Bible Studies

Writing books and Bible studies is one of the greatest honors of my life. Who knew, that the girl who had to repeat Kindergarten twice because she was so behind would one day be an author! I’ve written four books and three Bible studies. A devotional book is on its way as well! Coming Spring 2024.

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Wiser: 40 Decisions to Grow Daily in God's Wisdom

Wisdom Isn’t What We Think We Know, It’s What We’re Willing to Learn

You make over 30,000 decisions a day. Some are natural reactions, like hitting the brakes when you approach a stop sign. But others can be difficult and keep you up at night. How do I resolve this conflict? Should I quit my job? How do I know what I’m supposed to do?

Sometimes these decisions stack up, leaving you anxious or confused.

But what if you could make intentional decisions to bring you closer to God, the source of all true wisdom?

Join bestselling author and speaker Nicki Koziarz for a 40-day devotional journey. Each day you will discover encouragement and a new decision to help you:

  • Surround yourself with God’s wisdom when you don’t know what to do
  • Pursue a daily devotional practice that will help you feel confident to overcome struggles
  • Learn how to discern God’s daily direction for your life when you’re unsure about the next step

Scripture says, “If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him” (James 1:5 esv).

Let these devotionals draw you close to God, helping you make decisions and become wiser each day.

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Blessed Endings, Beautiful Beginnings: Reflect on Jesus Remember, God’s Faithfulness and Renew Your Soul for the New Year

As the calendar flips to the final days of this year, your soul might feel a little unsettled as we spend less time in the Word and more time fighting the struggle to be still.

Maybe you were hopeful while decorating the Christmas tree but are still fighting through lingering sadness from the year’s disappointments. You know you need to do something to end this year well and begin the next year with hope but, what? And, how? Time, energy and passion feel like a luxury you cannot afford.

Nicki Koziarz is a woman who feels the tension of not needing another line on her to-do list at the end of the year. But she’s learned time in the Word can easily fit into a full day, if it’s intentional. Which is why she created this four-session Bible study that is a simple but a rich study of Luke chapters 1-4:19. The study is also filled with practical ways to find your verse and word for the year plus a year-end evaluation and goal-setting worksheet.

Blessed Endings Beautiful Beginnings will help you:

  • Gain a fresh perceptive on Jesus’ birth to help renew your passion for studying the Bible.
  • Process the year that’s ending and prepare for the year ahead.
  • Recognize areas of personal struggle while gaining godly strength for what’s ahead.

You can have a blessed ending of your year and a beautiful beginning for the year ahead. You can experience the presence of God in this season in a way that could change your life forever. And you don’t have to let the disappointments from last year carry into next year.

This Bible study is complimented with four audio teachings found on Nicki’s podcast, Lessons From the Farm.

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Your New Now: Finding Strength and Wisdom When You Feel Stuck Where You Are

In the space between no longer and not yet, you still belong somewhere.

It catches most of us by surprise. Life is going along until suddenly we find ourselves at the crossroads of what was and what is yet to be. This in-between space of transition often keeps us awake at night, asking questions like What am I supposed to do now? and Why do I feel so lost and alone? If a new direction doesn’t come, it can feel like you’re stuck in a cycle of purposeless days.

Bestselling author and Bible teacher Nicki Koziarz asked those same questions. Changes were coming in multiple areas of her life, and she struggled to navigate through them. But Nicki discovered how to find direction for today by understanding the types of seasons a transition can bring.

In Your New Now, readers will study Moses’s life through the perspective of four transition seasons he experienced: development, separation, cultivation, and finished. With practical advice, relatable stories, and biblical wisdom, this book will help you:

● Discern which transition season you’re in and learn how to overcome its challenges
● Stop feeling lost in life by discovering where you belong on the road between what was and what will be
● Protect your future by learning to utilize Scripture to fight fears of the unknown

Transitions start with something ending, and waiting for a new beginning can be agonizing. But you can learn to be confident and optimistic, even when life feels like it’s paused in an unfamiliar now.


Flooded: The Five Best Decisions to Make When Life is Hard and Doubt is Rising

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Through the painful loss of her mom to a brain tumor and her brother to suicide, Nicki Koziarz has learned that if doubt is left undealt with, it can cause the presence of unbelief to flood our lives, to the point that faith becomes unrecognizable. Hard circumstances often stir something so destructive in a soul: doubt.  In the midst of her pain, Nicki looked through the lens of the biblical account of Noah and discovered five decisions a person can make to help deflect the destruction of doubt.

When you are wrestling with doubt and fighting back hopelessness, Flooded will help you:

  • Quiet the fear that God won’t come through by discovering the difference between wishful thinking and biblical hope.
  • Resist the urge to control the uncontrollable by finding peace in between the problem and the promise.
  • Find the familiar faithfulness of God in His Word when it feels like nothing is normal and everything is falling apart.

The reality of hard times holds a decision for each of us to find hope. And the decision to find it is yours. But you don’t have to do it alone. It’s time to rise above doubt, together.


View the Flooded teaching videos (for free!)

Are you in a place where you have started to question, Do I still believe that nothing is impossible with God? Using the biblical account of Noah, Nicki Koziarz will help you stop negative patterns of thinking, look ahead at what is possible, and replace your doubts with trust. It’s time to truly believe that there is a God who can do the impossible.

Come behind-the-scenes on the Fixer Upper Farm as Nicki unpacks the five best decision you can make when life is hard and doubt is rising through the Biblical lens of Noah.

All six sessions of the Flooded Bible Study videos are available for free on YouTube.

5 Habits of a Woman Who Doesn't Quit

Have you ever gotten to the place where you just couldn’t take it anymore?

Dreams. Programs. Jobs. Relationships. There are so many different areas where we feel like calling it quits.

It’s time for an honest conversation on how not to give in to the temptation to give up.

Nicki Koziarz is a woman who has thrown in the towel a time or two. In fact, she’s quit just about everything in her life. But with God’s help, she’s discovered a few habits that have helped her and others conquer the choice to quit.

5 Habits of a Woman Who Doesn’t Quit will enable you to:

  • Evaluate the internal personal struggles that make you want to quit.
  • Cultivate consistent habits to help you progress toward your goals.
  • Receive a fresh dose of perspective from the Bible that will help you develop perseverance.

Why Her?: 6 Truths We Need to Hear When Measuring Up Leaves Us Falling Behind


Nicki Koziarz is confronting the comparison question: Why her?

Through two striving sisters in the Bible, Nicki uncovered six truths’ we need to hear when trying to measure up leaves you falling behind.

These six truths will help you:

  • Stop staring at her success and find satisfaction in yours.
  • Find contentment with your life without being complacent in who you are becoming.
  • Gain godly wisdom to answer the Why Her silent question of your soul.

Someone will always be ahead. But that doesn’t mean you’re behind. Because Truth, like always, will set us free. And free women don’t have to measure up to anybody. Not even her.



This is a fun and inspiring book about not quitting…
“I know how to quit things. Nicki does too. This is a fun and inspiring book about not quitting. It’s about hanging in there and seeing the beauty in staying when you feel like bolting. Nicki doesn’t tell us to just take a longer view of our circumstances, but a more accurate one of ourselves and what God might do if we didn’t quit. 5 Habits of a Woman Who Doesn’t Quit won’t make you want to be like Nicki; you’ll want to be more like Jesus.


I’m so thankful Nicki steps right into our most vulnerable places with practicals ways to regain our confidence
We want to be thankful for our life… but comparison so easily steals this perspective from us. That’s why I’m so thankful Nicki steps right into our most vulnerable places with practicals ways to regain our confidence while also celebrating the success of those around us. Why Her? Is the resource we all need to love the unique calling we’ve been handpicked for by God Himself.



For the brokenhearted woman who is weary from the nonstop waves of difficulty in her life…
For the brokenhearted woman who is weary from the nonstop waves of difficulty in her life, Nicki Koziarz has provided a practical roadmap for holding on to hope. In Flooded, Nicki will help you deal with doubt, build up your belief, and restore your soul with reminders that expectation and confidence in Christ are still possible during hard times. If you are in the middle of a storm, Nicki’s personal stories along with the truth of God’s Word will give you peace and remind you that even during seasons of rough water, God always offers a rainbow after the rain.


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