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No words! Just tears! So many tears! Although my personal situation is quite different I truly understand!!! Jesus didn’t want the cross but he went! That’s why we can identify with him and just look at his outcome!!!!! I am still wondering what God is doing but the outcome is in God’s hand!!! Praying for you and your family!!!!
Dear Nicki, Thank you for being so open and vulnerable. We all go through some awfully hard times, and I’m sorry you have been hit from so many different directions all at once! (I have a son adopted from Korea, now a wonderful grown man, not without some medical issues; I was caretaker of my husband for his 5 year battle with Alzheimers, watching him gradually deteriorate before he passed.) It’s okay to cry out, be angry, upset, and shake your fist at God! I lived in the Psalms for ages. We don’t understand the hard times; sometimes the only ‘out’ is ‘through.’ I leave you with Ps 139:5:
“You go before me and behind me. You place Your hand of blessing on my head.”
May you feel God’s comforting hand upon you.
You will be in my prayers.
Susie Burge
Love you Nicki. Good to hear your voice, but not so good to hear those tears. You have to worry about Nicki for a while.
You are not a fraud. You are honest and open and we love that about you.
Sending lots of prayers for Nicki and for your family.